Act of pain

Pain is a strange thing
Full of lies, it will be
Painting stories of tragedy
you will learn to believe

Into the role, perfectly
Pushing at you, screaming
Crying. A disgusting mess of
Madness and grief

Sorry I let the poison of pain
Swallow me; I forgot to see
Every time I clawed at you,
You’ve only responded with love

Disparity is only louder

I know I like to question
Mark our differences in red
Remarks: People are drawn to the similar

But underlying I think I know
We are more akin than not
Note-to-self: disparity is only louder

I wished for only one thing

What I want is simple:
I want you to be happy

You said you love me
You’d give me anything
(Yourself you claimed,
don’t mean nothing)

But darling don’t you see?
You gave relentlessly
Yet you don’t grant
The one thing I wished

You said you love me
You’d give me anything
I want you to be happy
Darling, don’t you see?

Loving you was easiest / it was only hard ’cause I loved you so

But baby, it’s so dark
Regardless day or night

Now I am in the waters
Regardless land or sea

And baby, you know I cannot swim!
I cannot breathe

But baby, do not get me wrong
Loving you was the easiest

It was only hard
Because I loved you so

Like a story i wish it never ends

I cannot watch a movie twice
Or read my favourite book a second time
But I can look at your face
Like a story, I wish it never ends

For the greater good, i was the sacrifice

You feed your heart
To the hungry
Promised a piece for every one
the savior of the town!

Do you remember?

You said your heart
belonged to me
when I looked down
there were only scrambles and bits

While you gave yourself
You didn’t see
The claws and teeth scraping
The heart they fed wasn’t

Just yours

it was also mine

Protect you

I watch you sleep
And hold your hands
Kiss your moan
And cease your frown

I watch you sleep
And know that I can
not protect you
From yourself

I watch you sleep
And really wish I can
“I love you”
I can only hold your hands