To comfort and heal with the magic of poetry and art from the ♥️
You’d eventually learn
That it is a long, long time
To await for day break
You’d understand
Your consciousness is futile
As it is paralysing
Cruising the edge of
Insanity, blurring lines of
Dream and reality
The rhythm of blood
Pumping at your ears, mocking
The count down of eternity
You’d eventually believe
Trapped in a forever present
Like a dream you cannot awake — an irony
In this dream,
You are alone.
And alone, you will always be.
While the world leaves me cold
and blue, I seek to you
like sitting close
a fireplace, you put
back warmth in my fingertips
I only wanted to be free
Live against the gravity
Infinite, the colour white — I am sunlight!
But if I am light
I cannot love the shadows
How can I fly? With half body heavy in soil
Each of them
Formed a vein and spread like roots
I am no sunlight, I am only a sunflower
It is not important — the reasons
we are the way we are this moment
At this instance I only know
we are tearing at each other
I, compressing at air
You, forcing a shape out of fire
My job is not to fix you
Nor you for me
As you are born to be free
And me, to set the city on fire
Does darkness deserve light?
Could the desert bloom?
Do I have a chance?
If I try,
could I be
happy?
I trace along the curve of your neck
(Please never leave me)
Touch my lips to the your crown
(Please never leave me)
Breathe in the scent of your cheeks
(Please never leave me)
Draw circles in on your arms
(I love you, please never leave me)
And I see myself
Doing things I’d never
Believe
I could do
Not even for myself
I see me perform
Easily
For you
When it is so dark
You cannot see
Reach beside you
And I’ll be there
Pain is a strange thing
Full of lies, it will be
Painting stories of tragedy
you will learn to believe
Into the role, perfectly
Pushing at you, screaming
Crying. A disgusting mess of
Madness and grief
Sorry I let the poison of pain
Swallow me; I forgot to see
Every time I clawed at you,
You’ve only responded with love