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You’d eventually learn
That it is a long, long time
To await for day break
You’d understand
Your consciousness is futile
As it is paralysing
Cruising the edge of
Insanity, blurring lines of
Dream and reality
The rhythm of blood
Pumping at your ears, mocking
The count down of eternity
You’d eventually believe
Trapped in a forever present
Like a dream you cannot awake — an irony
In this dream,
You are alone.
And alone, you will always be.
I only wanted to be free
Live against the gravity
Infinite, the colour white — I am sunlight!
But if I am light
I cannot love the shadows
How can I fly? With half body heavy in soil
Each of them
Formed a vein and spread like roots
I am no sunlight, I am only a sunflower
Does darkness deserve light?
Could the desert bloom?
Do I have a chance?
If I try,
could I be
happy?
Pain is a strange thing
Full of lies, it will be
Painting stories of tragedy
you will learn to believe
Into the role, perfectly
Pushing at you, screaming
Crying. A disgusting mess of
Madness and grief
Sorry I let the poison of pain
Swallow me; I forgot to see
Every time I clawed at you,
You’ve only responded with love
I watch you sleep
And hold your hands
Kiss your moan
And cease your frown
I watch you sleep
And know that I can
not protect you
From yourself
I watch you sleep
And really wish I can
“I love you”
I can only hold your hands
I am sorry
I am morning dew this
second; lava in the next
Drown you in love now
can’t look at you after
Too little
too much
Never in between
Please
know that I am stuck
in a dream. My reality
crumbles
reconstructs
Know that my love is
never gone; only at times
disguised,
tucked beneath the ugly
If knowing will hurt you,
I’ll never have you find
The truth about my broken soul
I’ll have my cuts under sleeves
And tears flowing inwards
I will protect the whole of you
Go away,
Come back!
No, not so close
Closer…
I love you
Please love me too
Maybe I won’t be able to sleep
From tonight onwards
Alone I would be
As how I was on every sleepless night
Alone I would be
Every night, from tonight
Did you know?
One is the loneliest when awake
Trying, yet
Unable to drift away
Even with your calm breathing next to me
Alone I would be, actually even more
Stuck in this reality
Unable to join you, and the rest of the world
In a parallel universe
Where everyday ends